How much can happen in a few days?

A decided to tell Mr. Peacock about my concerns. Mr. P then decided to break two and a half weeks of ignoring me by calling me repeatedly at a quarter after midnight. I let him go to voicemail, then finally picked up; he demanded to talk to me, I said I would discuss things and deal with him when I was more awake the next day and hung up on him. Woke up the next morning and A had dropped me and everyone I know from Facebook; I took a nap, woke up and Mr. P had defriended me (but only me.)

Last straw, that was. I texted him demanding to know WTF was going on. He called back (was on his lunch break) and a lot of crying and yelling ensued (at him, not at me. He was trying to stay calm.) He came over after work to talk about things. All is not well, but he's at least willing to give me moral support (as opposed to immoral, which is what got us into this.) He's pushing me really hard to give it up for adoption. He did apologize for ignoring me, said it was very wrong of him and he shouldn't have, and that I wasn't the one who should be saying I was sorry, he was. And did so.

Still no job. Three rejections yesterday, in fact. This is getting really disheartening. And panic-inducing now that I have this extra complication.